this is going to be interesting

sweetie...you had me.

2006-11-27T15:31:51Z

i could not be more pleased with life right now..

panic was amazing.

my boyfriend is amazing.

i really dont think that anything can break this chain of amazingness....oh ya...and i cant wait for christmas break!!!

love katelynn

insomnia

2006-11-07T08:41:58Z

this is hard to explain.
how you can fall for someone so fast.
you dont know barely anything about them.
but you picture a life.
a family.
love.
thats insane.
love = heartache.
and i cant do that to myself.

i say dont fall in love with me. advice i should be giving to myself. i fall so fast when everything is right. confusion is setting in and i am getting on for the ride. i think about it alot. things that we could be. its dumb. i am crazy. a week and 4 days. wow. dont hate me. i cry cause it hurts. it hurts to know that you will have to hurt me. that i will have to go. different names for the same thing. your shining sun on my rainy day. it makes all that time in the fog seem useless. why? i cant say i didnt tell you. i cant say i didnt try. i cry tears of joy to know that someone cares. but i cry tears of sorrow because like all good things. this must come to an end too. something that i dont want. i am not saying it will. cause i am hoping it wont.

these things are rocking my life away...and my flex dollars.

so are these.

and i kinda like this place...

so what do i do about this place?

and most of all..
.

him.

i'm a boss

2006-10-20T08:56:02Z

i am so happy right now.
like tonight was a good night.
without a few mishaps..
and well some other stuff it was a good night.
i dont know why or how..but sometimes you just have a good feeling...
its like 5 in the morning though..so i should go to bed....
but seriously...

and i dont know what i am going to do about college...
i want to go to new york...its my dream..but i dont know..should i stay or should i go?
its such a hard decision...
but i will make it...i have to...

in other news...i wanna do the plays here..the shows are really good..and i think i am good enough to get in one...i am not sure..cause they precast...but who knows..maybe i can be good enough...maybe i can be the next big thing...

cause today in theatre the actors from the lark came and talked to us..and i just really wanted to be joan...that would have been a tight role to have...

so i am gonna try that...

goodnight.

i'm here to tell you love is not some fucking blood on a reciever.

2006-10-12T16:34:07Z

i am so confused lately.
its hard to think and breath.
i dont know what i want or who i want.
i know that i like this boy..i really do...but sometimes i get scared and confused.
and those who know me and really know me..they know this is just true katelynn fashion.
its gonna be sketchy and its gonna be hard.
but if i want it to work..i will fucking make it work.
stop questioning me!

i really wish i wasnt so scared, that i didnt always question things and just let them roll.
but thats not at all the kind of person i am. i will analyze the hell out of it.
and you will hate me for it.
and you will get frustrated and pissed.
but in the end, i can guarntee that it will be worth it.
cause why wouldnt it?
i mean is it that hard to find someone in college?
no.
but its hard to keep them in college.
and i have realized that watching the demise of people that i know.
and it must be hard.
but just dont do what i do...
and ruin everything.........

roomayss

2006-09-27T05:53:59Z

check out me and my hot ass roomates..

ayopeeps @ 2006-09-15T12:35:00

2006-09-15T16:41:22Z

me and lindsey

shannon/cobb, dana, me

dana, stephanie, me.

me, shannon, and dana?

stephanie, and me.

shannon, and me.

me and stephanie.

and because me and dana are going to see them on november 21...heres panic...

first CMU game!

2006-09-02T05:13:20Z

3 gangsta ass biatchzzz

its game time ladies!!

ya those beads are bad ass (ps my hair looks outstanding)

omg that guy just like sat behind me..thats my face i make when creepy guys sit next to me

ahh!!! we love football!!

the girls..we holler like no tomorrow

one long asss walk to the game..over by the sac....

this was one baller night...
love ya ladies..

no one will ever understand.

2006-08-12T02:36:00Z

i hate dreams..
i am so confused...like i wish dreams were like a crystal ball..i really wanna know whats gonna happen..but i dont know..maybe dreams are like wishes..like what i want to happen..it could be..cause i think its all truly falling apart..and i need just one person to help me..i need him.

the day after yesterday

2006-08-03T06:37:12Z

so basically updating this thing is useless..no one reads this shit..no one really cares..
and i know i say that all the time..but its true...

so i spent like the last week of my life in a hospital..but i hate them...so it was weird..and then like my mom has been acting really weird lately...i dont know how to explain it..i have really just been getting in trouble alot wiht her..its really weird..i dont do anything wrong and its like i am getting yelled at by her..for like leaving tay at her own grandmas house! and like at 10 at night..get home right now? i mean what the fuck...i dont know....me and her need to have a talk...

shit happens..join the cause..

2006-08-01T04:29:12Z

i am watching the movie..the perfect score...i like it..
but today was a really good day...like i went to the hospital to see shawnna..amandas sister..she just had baby ethan..he is the most adorable baby of my life!! i am so happy for her and jason...i love babies..then amanda and i got lost..as per usual..on the way back..we followed her mom..and we finally found it..but it was really weird..like before we left the hospital i had like an anxiety attack..i felt so sick..it was unbelievable..i hate hostpitals and i was doing fine...and like i had a really bad headache..then when we were getting ready to leave..it was jsut like a rush..and i couldnt take it..i was about to cry..and like...i felt like really shaky and i couldnt breath..and i felt like i was gonna puke..it was bad..but i am better now..considering its like 12 at night..so anyway...we will probably do it again tomorrow..i am just going to have to not freak out...lol...

confused

2006-07-26T05:01:59Z

i am really confused lately..and i cant sleep either..
its weird..i mean i am tired..but i dont sleep..cause i have just so much in my mind..that i have to do or work out or something ..i dont know..i am just all jumbly..anyway..i got my hairrr cutttt..so if you wanna see it..call me..so we can chill..and you will see it..cause i bring my hair with me everywhere..lol..
alright..no one is reading this anyway..
so..whatever...

are you my daddy?

2006-07-17T07:10:27Z

so today was a good day i would say..i went to amandas house and we swan in her bomb ass pool...so that was good..i havent been in like a pool of water in a long ass time..cause like i dont even know...also i hung out with a boy..i dont mention names..but its not the one that i used to liek cause he is an ass hole..but i mean if you really want to know..then you can like personally message me i guess..but ya..we went to a movie and stuff..it was a good time..i hope...but ya..i have just been chillen..and like waiting i guess..i a waiting for the hottest boy of my life (brendon urie) to come and sweep me off my feet..its the weirdest thing..but i really do think i have a chance..and i know there are a ton of really freaky girls who love like anime and are like no way he likes me..but for some reason i just have a feeling..but if its gonna happen..i am going to have to move fast..cause he is a wanted man..so i am going to make up a plan..and get back to you..if any one sees any potential holes in my plan..please let me know...i see alot right now as i am typing but i think with the collective help of all my live journal friends..i think we can pull this off...so if you know someone..or know someone who knows someone or any combination of the words "know" and "someone" then let me know..i am serious...help...

hello

2006-07-07T20:57:06Z

its been a while.
but i am at my cousins house.
so i am updating...
and also..
i dont know.
ok peace

hottest boy ever..

2006-06-29T05:12:17Z

brendon urie from panic! at the disco..
if he is reading this..
please marry me.
love always..
katelynn

fuck

2006-06-27T05:10:04Z

fuck livejournal.
and myspace.
no body is ever on.
nobody reads this shit anyway.
well whatever.
i am bored..and just thought i would say something.
oh and like fuck boys too..
as per usual...
:)

college freshman...[for the bitches]

2006-06-06T17:58:44Z

so i did it.
along with 398 of my fellow seniors..!
wooot!
i am actually excited..i mean really..i totally graduated.
thats like a huge deal.
i am amped.
the senior all night party was bomb ass.
the best time of my life.
everyone did i would say.
and the hypnotist..amazing!
i mean he hypnotized kristina..and it was so real.
you cant fake what he did.

furthermore.
things are going well.
i mean if you care.
if not..dont read this and disregard everything.
lol.

CLASS OF OHHH SIX....WE OUT!

detroit basketball!

2006-06-01T04:07:02Z

oh geez.
what a long day.
its been like two days of summer vacation..
and i havent slept in once!
i am so pissed.
its so gay.
i am currently waiting online for well...nothing really.
cause what i am waiting for will never come..trust me.
i just cant be hoping for these types of things anymore.
i am getting my hopes up.
and its not like i think its going to happen.
its just like i hope it will.
and i hope he will.
nevermind..
he wont.
its just dumb to think about.
cause i am dumb.
oh geez.
commencement practice tomorrow.
i am alomst a high school graduate..
oh geezz..
too much to handle.

oh and i am gonna do it.
just do you know.

crack and cheese.

2006-05-30T05:03:47Z

why am i having these feelings if i am not to act on them?
i mean really now.
you cant just like someone..and like..not be able to hit that.
its stupid.

me justine amanda and caitlin
we went to palace vision today.
it was fun.
good times were had by all.
oh geez
i think i am gonna go to bed.
i have to get up at 7 tomorrow.
i have to go to the doctors alone.
thats gay.
i have to admit.
it hate the doctors.
alright.
well peace

pissed/fuck soul patrol

2006-05-25T03:31:39Z

i am so mad at taylor hicks.
and another boy.
he is lame.
and so mean.
i am not creepy looking.
punk.
beat his ass.
but anyway.
things were going good.
but its like one wrong move serioulsly changes everything.
i cant even like begin to tell you.
no one reads this anyway.
its becoming venting space.
lol.
who cares.
2 days.
i am gonna cry hardcore.
fuck.

rip marissa cooper.

2006-05-19T22:12:59Z

thursday.
9.00
marissa died at the end of the oc.
i am in like an utter state of shock.
how can they do this to me.
she was so good.
i loved her...

further more..
prom sucked ass
i hate that shit.
i hate stupid people.
and i hope she knows i am talking about her.
she needs to have some respect.

drama.

prom and soup.

2006-05-13T02:17:04Z

so prom is like...what 6 days away or something.
and i graduate soon too.
omg.
i am so scared.
what if i dont make it?
i mean its hard.
like out in the real world...
whatever..
i just really want some soup.
like reallllll bad.
so i am going to make some.

i wanna be famous.
and not for the money or the fame.
i just wanna sing and act for the love<3.
i am so lame...i am just watching the soup..and i am worried he would make fun of me..lol...whatev.
alright..

your killing me.

2006-05-04T03:13:52Z

i hate boys.
actually i hate everyone for that matter.
i am so sick of people in general.
i have problems of my own.
ahh!
seriouly.
i just wanna chill.
thats all.
is that so hard?
i am turning 18 in 5 days
do you even care?

i didnt think so.

i will sleep on the couch...put on some socks.

2006-04-30T04:17:48Z

ok dudeskis.
today was pretty good.
i woke up at about 1.30
and then i took a shower.
then i went to amandas.
dq..and bk followed.
hot stuff.
and then grad party
whoo hoo congratulations evan.
anyway.
now i am at amandas and i am gonna sleep over.
if she would just put some socks on..
lol..but not really lol..cause i am serious.

the proud family.

2006-04-23T18:59:42Z

so i am watching the proud family.
this week was pretty good.
i really dotn have much to say.
i am missing someone real bad right now.
i think it took two weeks away to really realize how much you really need someone.
or else i am just lame.

i think i am gonna go with lame.
ya...thats me...lame...

loves it.

love you.

duuuude

2006-04-12T03:36:55Z

so i am so bored.
its' like 11.35
i am tired..but not goign to bed.
this week has been pretty good..besides being sick most of it.
its been cute.
so i am in a good mood..
it could be because i have temporarily dropped dana.
but i am not sure.
i mean i want to be her friend..but i dotn want her to be an idiot anymore.
ya know?
whatever..holler at me i wanna chilll with some peeps..asap. <3